pagi ni bermula dgn suasana yg agak ceria gak..but suddenly, my mood changed...
juz bcoz of sumthin dat not supposed 2 b....
i really mad wif myself....how could i?????aku ke yg jadikan diri aku mcm ni????m i da 1 dat shuld b blamed 4?????don know how 2 think!!!!wat 2 do!!!!!
anyone. can u help me?????
my fren ever said 2 me, "da worst regret we can have in life is not 4 da wrong thingz we did,but 4 da rite things we cud have done but we never did.. "
btolkan?????persoalan pd aku skang ni, mane kekuatan pd diri aku ni????wat m waiting 4?????nk tunngu sampai diri ni btol2 dah HANCUR bru nk dpt kekuatan????m i idiot????
ada ketika aku fikir, aku tak sanggup nk lalui semua ni....aku nk ubah semuanya..
pagi ni, buat aku berfikir lg.....b4 diz, also keep thinking bout da same thingz...
seems like i can change it, but, y i still wait n did da same...
m so tired wif myself.....
letih dgn hal2 yg sbnr nyer i can solve it but, i juz wait n c 4 nothing....
sometimes, aku bpikir gak, wat actully i want?????y i let diz happened????
my choice in my hands!!!i olready learnt bout diz since i was in primary school..
lg lame dbiarkan, hal akan jd tmbh parah....bile ni yg berlaku, don even regret!!!don want it occur 2 me!!!!TAK NAK!!!!!!
sgt2 takut skang ni....olwayz hope, God give me a strength 2 face ol of these....
moga smua hal2 yg bermain d fikiran dat disrupted my daily journey, dpt aku atasi A.S.A.P....don want 2 wait anymore....
mayb need some time bcoz, nk cari cara yg paling berkesan utk atasi semua ni....
dear my frenz dat i loved u, pliz help me....NAT, JID n MIE(miza) especially... u guys, i really need u......
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
MASTER!!!!!!
m going 2 further my study in MASTER...insyaAllah...
hope kali ni can do well....b4 ni maser ambik degree, byk gak yg dah tersalah caturan...
when i was in degree, 1st year, ikut kwn je...cam tak tau nk buat hal sendiri..
cam tak der pegangan n prinsip sendiri jer...
jadual kelas pun nk ikut kwn gak...walhal, i really dislike dat subject dat i took during dat time...how can i did it!!!!!!destroyed myself!!!!!!
tak salahkan kwn but my fault laaaa....so, started wif 2nd year, i learnt from my mistake.....even my fren or erti kata lain, my gangstarz (hohoh) don want 2 do their practical, me vice versa......
it is true dat frenz r important too but, dlm case yg bermain dgn prinsip kita ni, sometimes ourself must come 1st.....cam gak master ni....hopefully, i can do my best coz it is my future....mine not ontherz!!!!!!
dulu mase degree, penah skali did a big idiot mistake...lost my marks around 30marks....juz bcoz tak perasan soalan jer...nk 4 soalan tp answered 3 questions only....
my merely idiot mistake during 3 years in degree!!!!da kuar dewan bru sedar, so, wat can i do....let it b je la...sudah nyer A jd B je...huhuh
master is not only 2 b proud wif but, it is a future!!!!!tersangat2 penting!!!!nyawa n my tru luv.....ecehceh...tp btol laaa coz 4 diz time being master je la peneman suka duka....huhuh
actually, nk buat master ni pun got a challenge gak...m really confious bout in wat course i really interested in....yg sebetul2nya, really minat sgt kt MBA....tp requirement nyer too high....then byk sgt pre-requisite..ni kalu kt uia laaa....
then, beralih arah lak kt MANAGEMENT....ehmmm...diz course not really my interest.....if talk bout POLITIC, actually, m too tired wif it!!! too much 2 read, 2 get know.....ehmmm....
i know myself...m very 'hardworking' student n in person...hikhikhik....beli buku mmg suka sgt2 tp baca buku ada la dlm 10minit then 30minit lg listen 2 da music....kuikuikui....
master ni cant play around....commitment must b a trillion percent!!!!cam nk bg commitment in marriage la gak...hakhakhak...
Ya Allah ya tuhanku, pliz help me...give me UR bless....amiiinnnn
hope kali ni can do well....b4 ni maser ambik degree, byk gak yg dah tersalah caturan...
when i was in degree, 1st year, ikut kwn je...cam tak tau nk buat hal sendiri..
cam tak der pegangan n prinsip sendiri jer...
jadual kelas pun nk ikut kwn gak...walhal, i really dislike dat subject dat i took during dat time...how can i did it!!!!!!destroyed myself!!!!!!
tak salahkan kwn but my fault laaaa....so, started wif 2nd year, i learnt from my mistake.....even my fren or erti kata lain, my gangstarz (hohoh) don want 2 do their practical, me vice versa......
it is true dat frenz r important too but, dlm case yg bermain dgn prinsip kita ni, sometimes ourself must come 1st.....cam gak master ni....hopefully, i can do my best coz it is my future....mine not ontherz!!!!!!
dulu mase degree, penah skali did a big idiot mistake...lost my marks around 30marks....juz bcoz tak perasan soalan jer...nk 4 soalan tp answered 3 questions only....
my merely idiot mistake during 3 years in degree!!!!da kuar dewan bru sedar, so, wat can i do....let it b je la...sudah nyer A jd B je...huhuh
master is not only 2 b proud wif but, it is a future!!!!!tersangat2 penting!!!!nyawa n my tru luv.....ecehceh...tp btol laaa coz 4 diz time being master je la peneman suka duka....huhuh
actually, nk buat master ni pun got a challenge gak...m really confious bout in wat course i really interested in....yg sebetul2nya, really minat sgt kt MBA....tp requirement nyer too high....then byk sgt pre-requisite..ni kalu kt uia laaa....
then, beralih arah lak kt MANAGEMENT....ehmmm...diz course not really my interest.....if talk bout POLITIC, actually, m too tired wif it!!! too much 2 read, 2 get know.....ehmmm....
i know myself...m very 'hardworking' student n in person...hikhikhik....beli buku mmg suka sgt2 tp baca buku ada la dlm 10minit then 30minit lg listen 2 da music....kuikuikui....
master ni cant play around....commitment must b a trillion percent!!!!cam nk bg commitment in marriage la gak...hakhakhak...
Ya Allah ya tuhanku, pliz help me...give me UR bless....amiiinnnn
wat say u?????
aloha......
hari ni cam p'mulaan baru dlm hidup....wat is blog using 4?????
sumtimes, we need a place 2 tell our feels....
mmg kita ader kwn, but, they also have their own thingz 2 do...so, takkan kita nk disrupted plak...
even perhaps no one read our story but we'll feel satisfied bcoz at least kita da luahkan ckit dr aper yg kita pendam...
so, 4 me, diz is wat blog can benefits 2 me....i don ask anybody 2 read but if there is unless one person who can spend a second in my story, m very glad n thankful 2 God......
hidup kita sentiasa memerlukan sokongan dr mereka2 yg rapat dgn kita...
mayb sebagai semangat pd kita utk kita hadapi segala cabaran yg ader kt dunia nih.....
it is a LIE if we said dat, we can live our life by our own!!!!!!!!
ader yg fikir blog ni juz waste our time....it depends on pur intention....
4 me, its GUD!!!! kisah suka duak kwn2 kita yg mane mungkin dia berat mulut nk bercerita tp ringan tgn tulis kt blog nih, we can know....
can b a medium 4 communication.....
hari ni cam p'mulaan baru dlm hidup....wat is blog using 4?????
sumtimes, we need a place 2 tell our feels....
mmg kita ader kwn, but, they also have their own thingz 2 do...so, takkan kita nk disrupted plak...
even perhaps no one read our story but we'll feel satisfied bcoz at least kita da luahkan ckit dr aper yg kita pendam...
so, 4 me, diz is wat blog can benefits 2 me....i don ask anybody 2 read but if there is unless one person who can spend a second in my story, m very glad n thankful 2 God......
hidup kita sentiasa memerlukan sokongan dr mereka2 yg rapat dgn kita...
mayb sebagai semangat pd kita utk kita hadapi segala cabaran yg ader kt dunia nih.....
it is a LIE if we said dat, we can live our life by our own!!!!!!!!
ader yg fikir blog ni juz waste our time....it depends on pur intention....
4 me, its GUD!!!! kisah suka duak kwn2 kita yg mane mungkin dia berat mulut nk bercerita tp ringan tgn tulis kt blog nih, we can know....
can b a medium 4 communication.....
JUZ A BEGiNNiNG
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....
1stly...thanx 2 jid saburi a.k.a wanjid coz bg tnjuk ajar kt blog nih...
ngeh3...cam pe je jid..promo 4 u....
1stly...thanx 2 jid saburi a.k.a wanjid coz bg tnjuk ajar kt blog nih...
ngeh3...cam pe je jid..promo 4 u....
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