PAGI YG CERIA SUDDENLY........

pagi ni bermula dgn suasana yg agak ceria gak..but suddenly, my mood changed...
juz bcoz of sumthin dat not supposed 2 b....

i really mad wif myself....how could i?????aku ke yg jadikan diri aku mcm ni????m i da 1 dat shuld b blamed 4?????don know how 2 think!!!!wat 2 do!!!!!
anyone. can u help me?????

my fren ever said 2 me, "da worst regret we can have in life is not 4 da wrong thingz we did,but 4 da rite things we cud have done but we never did.. "
btolkan?????persoalan pd aku skang ni, mane kekuatan pd diri aku ni????wat m waiting 4?????nk tunngu sampai diri ni btol2 dah HANCUR bru nk dpt kekuatan????m i idiot????

ada ketika aku fikir, aku tak sanggup nk lalui semua ni....aku nk ubah semuanya..
pagi ni, buat aku berfikir lg.....b4 diz, also keep thinking bout da same thingz...
seems like i can change it, but, y i still wait n did da same...

m so tired wif myself.....
letih dgn hal2 yg sbnr nyer i can solve it but, i juz wait n c 4 nothing....
sometimes, aku bpikir gak, wat actully i want?????y i let diz happened????

my choice in my hands!!!i olready learnt bout diz since i was in primary school..
lg lame dbiarkan, hal akan jd tmbh parah....bile ni yg berlaku, don even regret!!!don want it occur 2 me!!!!TAK NAK!!!!!!

sgt2 takut skang ni....olwayz hope, God give me a strength 2 face ol of these....
moga smua hal2 yg bermain d fikiran dat disrupted my daily journey, dpt aku atasi A.S.A.P....don want 2 wait anymore....

mayb need some time bcoz, nk cari cara yg paling berkesan utk atasi semua ni....
dear my frenz dat i loved u, pliz help me....NAT, JID n MIE(miza) especially... u guys, i really need u......